the anticipation is killing me!!!!!

2 days and counting. =)

i think yesterday was close to perfect. =) and i hope you feel e same way too. other than the fact that we were too stuffed to finish the rest of the...proposal, i think everything else went pretty well.

now for spiderman.

so i think life is about to get a wee bit unstable. but if you ask me, i wouldent have it any other way. =)

all yours, always.

yekshemesh.

all i can say is i could never be disappointed in you and all i want is for you to trust in me and be happy. thats it. nothing more.

and yes im yours. more than you know it, i have been for a long time. now its just time to see if you want me as much as i want you.

channel 5 is being a bitch by airing HIGHLY exclusive snippets of spiderman 3. as if the wait isnt torturous enough, they just have to whet our appetite even more by showing such things. and yes ive checked, it cant be found anywhere on the internet. =| FIRST OF MAY. 10 more days.

now that ive got most of my paperwork done, its just a toss up between where i should go and if i should even do foundation in the first place. i hate making choices like these.

oh oh guess who im seeing tomorrow? its my new favourite girl! or my new girlfriend if you must. shes like the cutest ever, better than any girl ive ever seen or ill ever see. its...Chloe!

finally back after an unexpected one week absence.

so last week was a weekend of firsts. i think only you know what im talking about, so i see no need to elaborate more =)

and i'm finally back at kranji after 3 weeks at god forsaken gedong. honestly, you have no idea how happy i am to be back.



(P.S i care too. more than you know.)

on paper, its gonna be 5 days without seeing you*. and i miss you* so. but i think i'll pull through.

its been a year. ten more months to go. still hanging on.

sausage bonding with the brother coupled with you* in the evening made this one of the most memorable saturdays thus far.



Best.Date.Yet. =)

and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.

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its been a relatively good week seeing as to how we won our first polo match and how i passed my advanced theory today. celebrations are in order!

im glad we managed to clear the air on the pressing issues. i guess we needed to get some things out of the way before we could actually proceed. i know you'll read this and wonder if its you im talking about. dont wonder, it is you. so let me say this, i want to make this work between us. i want to make us work. i really do.

yesterday was simple yet nice. nothing special happened but i guess the feeling was there. isnt that what matters the most?

to my bestest girl-friend. its nice to see you growing up so fast but it kinda scares me too, cos you might be faster than me! that isnt supposed to happen is it? but whatever it is the master might soon become the diciple if you know what i mean. and for your sagely advice and unfailing support, i heart you. =)