picture/emo post.

if only.

my love overdue picture post of the birthday celebrations. in the blink of an eye, the year is coming to an end soon enough. and after watching the last kiss last night, i think i finally found the word to describe my fear of marriage.

final.

i have a secret.
a secret ive been trying to put into words.
so far, it has only existed in my thoughts.
but now, i know how i want to say it.

i think your* perfect for me.

i cannot believe that saw 3 is r21.

i mean wheres the sense in that? how am i supposed to get in to watch the movie? either way, im going to catch it. one way or another.

i foresee a boring weekend.

its been a while.

one week down and about 7 more weeks to go? all i can say is this is just the beginning. the suffering has only just begun. hah.

my virgin experience that was the Ministry was not too bad. albeit the bad music in Smoove.

i guess this time i really put myself out there. not knowing what to expect. or even if i should be expecting anything at all. i took a risk. and now its time to see if this risk will pay off.

BUT most importantly is the news that i might be able to finally get my hands on a little slice of technology heaven. hint: its black.

zoukoutzoukoutzoukout!

its a pity that i wont get to enjoy the 2 days off that we have been so graciously given by co. tsk. but at least i got to stay out for one night and had half a day off? whatever the case, everything lies in the outcome of tomorrow.

please let it be good news.

pick me.

choose me.

love me.

maybe letting go isnt so bad after all. considering that ive been single for almost a year, i can safely say that there were no major ups or downs. it was just... stable. albeit abit lonely, but still peaceful.

and maybe leaving aint such a bad idea after all. nothing really worth staying for anyway. other than the gang, no one is worth staying for.


hmmmmm i shall heed the advice of my advisors and proceed slowly and cautiously. lol.

so it turns out that the "time out" was all part of a master plan to play a cruel prank on me. to think i got so worried about them. but then again it was also semi retribution for my countless jokes on them. =X

i think my right turning has improved. thanks in part to my bike course. heh.

and buying ice cream has taken on a whole new meaning. =))))))

sometimes we stay with someone not because they complete us or make us a better person but because its convenient. rather than having to find someone new all over again we choose the easy way out and just carry on. and even though we're not happy we just go with the flow in hopes that the status quo might change somewhere along the way. but what if our actual need is mistaken for this convenience? then we let something that was once real go and we lose that someone that completes us is every way.

please dont let this timeout turn into something more sinister. please.

and yes i am on leave till monday once again.

11days. =)